No one I know reads this so I guess it's safe.

I'm 26 years old. That's not old I know, but when you are still in search of your destiny if that doesn't sound to corny, believe me it feels old. I have a problem with sharing my goals, hopes and dreams with the people that I know because I feel that they will think that i'm silly or that I am wasting my time.

I am sure that there are many people out there that feel like they have to stifle their dreams for fear of being unfairly judged. I know myself and I will be really pissed looking back over my life with only myself to blame for the stupid choices that I made or didn't make. Let's just say that I come from a world where I was told that all I had to do was prepare myself and I could do whatever I wanted, so I don't know where this fear of others opinions comes from. I am starting to see that my shyness and over analysis of myself might be covering up some self absorbed tendencies.

I'm gonna work on being a stronger more confident person. I'm realizing that the people around me have dreams too and they are going after them. I am not getting any younger so no more excuses..

Ms, Kookyi's Book Club.

I love Ms. Kookyi. I wish that she had been my bus driver in Elementary School. It's a very important job getting these little monsters from point A to point B in one piece, and they don't make it very easy with all of the yelling and jumping around. It's amazing how happy and well behaved a child will be if you give them a challenge and let them know that you expect something good out of them. I'm just amazed.

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Plus, that's one hell of a way to shut them up. My driver just gave us benadryl.

Breanna! Watch it! Damn..

Quite Frankly, I talk too much. I usually think that I am right all the time and I cut people off when they are speaking. I'm also cripplingly shy. A shy bigmouth doesn't sound very effective in a conversation I know so I figured blogging would be an easier way to communicate my feelings for the time being while building my confidence in expressing myself.

I have wanted to blog for a while and the sound of my sister and her daughter yelling at each other like they are the same age about what one should wear to walk to dog has finally pushed me over the edge. I want to tell them to shut the hell up and walk the dog but surprisingly enough, the kid might start in on me so I will just say to them, Shut the hell up and walk to damn dog...

That dog is wild though so wear something old.